VANESSAAAA!
I swear I wrote a post for you a long time ago but friggin I think it got erased somehow or something cuz I went back on and it was GONE! So I will write you a new one =)
Happy Belated Birthday!! I’m so sad I couldn’t go up with everyone…I hope you had a fantastic day though! If I ever go up to norcal will you play with me?? haha
I wanted to say that even though I’ve gotten closer to you more basically spring quarter and summer, from the cruise to vegas I want to say that it was my favorite! Better late than never right? I’m so glad that I decided to stay at the refugee camp with you this summer. Honestly that BEST summer I’ve ever had. I’m gonna really miss you. To tell you the truth, when I came back home the first night I felt so lonely without you and Wendy in the same room. I really miss being lazy with you, haha its so lonely being lazy by yourself.
Thanks for being an awesome friend/president/roomie. I mean I knew you were chill and awesome, but getting to know you more you are more than chill and awesome; you’re FANTASTIC! I’m so glad you are my friend. Although our memories together are short I hope they stay memorable for you as it will to me. Thanks for always hearing what I have to say especially when it comes to relationships *cough*cough hahaha. I KNOW we will see each other again soon riight? so until that day comes stay awesome and take care! I lavvv you girrrrl!!!

So
I was driving back to Irvine when this song came on. Deja Vu huh?
Well for those of us who are going to be in SoCal, this definitely hits home.
Far Away - Tyga feat some dude.
WHATT
I could’ve SWORN i wrote in this! I remembered I wanted to write about us selling our clothes to buffalo experience…and how we were judged & rejected. :( Soo sorry this is delayed. But better late than never! I miss you so so much! I am so glad that we got to room together this summer just because i got so much closer to you. I got to see you more often and also had our guuurrrl talk :) I can’t wait for the day you finally get a job in Irvine and you get to move back down again!!! You truly are missed. I LOVE YOUU VANESSSA TRANNN!!!!! <3 <3 <3
& thanks for always regulating timmy when he’s mean to me :)
&& thanks for getting me hooked on pretty little liars. I recently caught up to all of the recent episodes. Just thought I let you know :)
&&& I betta see you soooonnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY-
honestly, ive been delaying this post.
like.. an actual heartfelt post becuase then it will solidify the fact that things are different and we’re growing up and people slowly leave my life in irvine and trade it in for grown up things.
youre 22 yeah?
that’s a solid number.
hahaha, but well i guess i’ll start and say
its been an honor.
honestly, you and i have talked about how difficult it is to meet someone thats a girl thats as down as earth as we are.
HAHAHAHHA
but on the real, youre super fun and not girly and i always felt like we were pretty similar in most aspects. Irvine is missing its key player now, who do i play with? Susan? Even she’s gone from me ): I always felt like susan and emily were each other’s counterparts and then it was me and you. Annie’s midway cuz she’s a little of us both. It’s been really fun getting to make dinner with you, getting stuck in 13 hour traffic, and doing dumb stuff. You’re truly one of my favorites.
Take that period remark to heart aiteees?
and you know- i feel like we’ll be friends for a while.
while meaning forever.
Given, i shouldnt have judged you during pledging haha, perhaps we could have been good friends back then too- because i honestly missed out.
favorite moments will forever be on the cruise.
Don’t lose sight of that.
” I fell down in the shower.”
so hope you had a great birthday and remember that i’ll be here and around in both nor and socal *cept right now
enjoy the future but remember the adventures of the past.
<3
Happy birthday gruhhhhh
Dear Vanessa
Sorry for the tardiness of this post.. I’ve been a lil fb/tumblr MIA.
Happy belated birthday. I’m really sad I wasn’t able to make your celebration in SJ, I would’ve really liked to attend.
Sometimes I think about what life would have been like if I never joined APO. It’s scary how close I came to not joining bc I wouldn’t have met people like you (and obviously the rest of the friends we’ve made too). I don’t always say it but your friendship really does mean a lot to me, I just don’t know how to say things sometimes. You’re dependable, trustworthy and fun to be around and I don’t think I need to tell you that’s really rare and you’re on a short list of some of the best people I’ve ever met, like seriously. It’s hard for me to be able to talk about family stuff with anyone, so from the bottom of my heart thank you for being there. Promise me that you’ll never change that special part about you.
It hit me really hard when you left, even harder when I found out I couldn’t visit in Sj. I’m really sad I won’t be getting to see/hang out with you that much anymore. I’m not exactly the best when it comes to goodbyes so I’m not sure what I’m trying to say… umm I’m really going to miss you, and I wish you nothing but the absolute best, I know you’re going on to do wonderful things, and I really do hope I’ll get to see you soon.
Just looking at how everyone’s reaction to when you left, I hope you know you are very loved. I know your list of friends is endless, but I hope you know that if you ever need anything, even the smallest of things, I’m there.
Hope this didn’t sound too sappy, I told you I’m not the greatest with this stuff. Take care of yourself! And pleaseeee keep in touch.. even if it’s a simple fb post or aim convo saying something stupid.. I’d love to hear from you.
Happy Birthday Vanessa
<3 Jason Lee
Happy Birthday Vanessa!! You’ve always had that cool swag about you. Check the pic for proof. hahahaha! Stay cool and I’ll see you when I see you. :)
Dear Vanessa,
We’ve known each other for quite some time now (PMS, dude) and it was unfortunate that we only got so close within the last year =(. I’m sorry it was so late, but I’m thankful to still be your friend nevertheless! <3
I am SO glad that we are from the same hometown and coming back up to norcal is more appealing now only because you are the bit of Irvine I will have up here. Hanging out with you this past week was so much fun AND refreshing. I also can’t wait to get you drunk tonight at the lounge. Woot woot!
So this isn’t really goodbye and I’m grateful that it isn’t.
See you tonight!
Love,
Emily

hi vanessa :)
i know we don’t talk much but i just wanted to let you know that you’re definitely someone that i aspire to be like! you always seem to be doing the right things, no matter what you do. you’re going to do great in the …. after grad life? LOL i suck at english :( but anyways. happy birthday and good luck! :) — rachel c.
Hey Vanessa,
This will be my last post on this blog before we give it to you as a birthday present. And you don’t know it but we are trolling the shit out of you because some of us who said we can’t come are actually coming =] This blog was created collectively by your friends so I hope you enjoy it and cry while reading it! But you know, I miss kickin it and seeing your face and hearing your voice…theres so much I could say but I don’t feel like it. Don’t stay in norcal forever and keep in touch. Keep it real with skype! hopefully the next time we see each other isn’t on my 40th birthday…
Love you and HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE!
Sincerely,
Timmy